How All This Got Started...

How All This Got Started...

You know, that person with a perpetual obsession about a new "thing" or project? I'm one of those entrepreneurs. I've never had a full-time job as a traditional employee. Successfully too! At this point, I'm pretty proud of that badge of honor…

I Don't Drink Caffeine & Here's Why...

I Don't Drink Caffeine & Here's Why...

This hipster shot of a previously enjoyed mocha of mine exists to tell you that the other day I broke my caffeination fast with a soy latte. I cut caffeine out about 4 weeks ago because I started noticing my essential tremor in MY OTHER HAND. 😳 It's not very noticeable. But *I* notice. I notice very much. The degenerative nature of my neurology is breathing down my neck. and officially down both shoulders.

The Rollercoaster From Hell: Grief

The Rollercoaster From Hell: Grief

I've started losing the full ability of my right hand over the last 2 years due to a degenerative, neurological disease called Essential Tremor.

The grief I've experienced from this loss is like Chinese water torture.

Heaven help the person who thinks grieving happens in a linear fashion.

Public Crying & How to Regain Composure

Public Crying & How to Regain Composure

So there I was... listening to brilliant neurosurgeons speak to a room full of people diagnosed with Essential Tremor. We were having brunch.

2014 in Review: Winter & Spring

2014 in Review: Winter & Spring

For the last 7 years I've done what I call an "Annual Review."  It's kinda involved. I basically look at my entire year financially, relationally, time-wise, artistcally, etc. I get out old receipts, look through the whole calendar, scan through emails, and more... I'm asking myself... "What went well? & What didn't go so well?"

Holding the Future with Shaking Hands

Some of you may already know this, but I was diagnosed with an Essential Tremor in my right hand (my cello bow arm) in December of 2013. The day the neurologist told me, I was moving out of my beloved apartment for financial reasons, so I was too stressed to really let the news sink in...